User Profile

Mini Biography...hmmm I could go on and on about my life, I had a kid at 17 had another at 20 got married had another kid gained a stepdaughter, got divorced moved in with my parents again at 29, went to college for a year, (wasn't for me , i need $$$ ya know)then at 30 i got a full time job got my own apartment, I'm raising my 2 girls there 16 & 5 now , my son (who is 13 now)lives with his dad which i hate him not being with me every single day watching him grow up and guiding him like a real mom would do, I know i have issues Major with this loss of control i have , i'm the type of mom that always knows what her kids are doing who their with and what they're doing...it's a must. And if I find out my kids are sneaking or lying it makes me crazy and i know i've failed them some how.

So am I a control freak? maybe so but i don't care I will not let anyone tell me how to be me!
except maybe my dad. than the guilt comes and i say fuck it, i'm doing what i want!
Welcome to my world!!!